bubble Soliloquy

CHAY, SUTTA, VO

KABHI MEHSUS KARA HAI SUKUN KO?

KABHI LAGA KI YE JO LAMHA HAI… BAS YU HI RAHE… KAHI NA JAE?

KABHI LAGA KI YE JO EHSAS HAI…BAS YAHI MERA HAI?

KABHI LAGA KI… IS KE ALAWA DUNIYA KI HAR CHEEJ ADHURI HAI?

YA ESA LAGA KABHI KI JESE… IS LAMHE SE BAHAR KABHI ANA HI NAHI CHAHTE…ISSE ALAG KUCH SOCHNA HI NAHI CHAHTE…ISSE DOOR KUCH DEKHNA HI NAHI CHAHTE?

HUMEY YE EHSAS SIRF 4 BAAR HUA HAI…

YAKEEN MANIYE…AB TK KI ZINDAGI MEIN SIRF 4 BAAR!

PEHLA! MUMMA KI GODI MEIN!

DUSRA! PAPA KO APNE LIYE PROUD FEEL KARAANEY MEIN!

TEESRA! JAB PATA CHALA KI JISKE HUM PEHLE PYAR HAIN… USSEY HUME BHI PYAAR HOGYA HAI!

OR JO CHOUTHA EHSAS HAI… ISI KE BAREY MEIN TO BATANA HAI APKO!

CHAY… HUM BACHPAN SE KABHI MU NAHI LAGAYE!

SUTTEY KI ADAT TAB PADI JAB PEHLE PYAR SE JUDA HUYE!

FIR ZINDAGI MEIN AYA…. VO…!

VO SIRF DOST NAHI THA… SUKUN THA!

UTHAL PUTHAL BHARI ZINDAGI MEIN… EK THANDAK KA LAMHA THA VO!

VO AYA TO ESE THA JESE BEMOUSAM BARSAT!

INTAZAR KISI KO NAHI THA… PAR SUKUN SABKO DE GAYA!

NA JANEY KESE USKI HAR BAAT HUM BINA BOLEY HI PAKAD LETE THE

KABHI KABHI TO VO CHHUPANEY KI BHI LAKH KOSHISH KARTA THA… MAGAR HUM BAS JAAN LETE THE!

GADHHA! HUMSE BAAT CHHUPANA BHI NAHI ATA THA!

ESA NAHI THA KI PURA DIN USI MEIN LAGEY RAHE…. HUM DONO KI APNI APNI ZINDAGIYA THI!

EK DUSRE SE DOOR! EK DUSRE SE BAHUT ALAG!

PAR SHAAM MEIN MILE US ADHEY-EK GHANTEY MEIN HI JAESE SARI PARESHANIYA EK BAAR MEIN FURRRRR….

BAS AA KAR CALL KARTA THA… HUM BHAAG KE BAS MILNEY JATEY THE!

VO feeling of completeness JO USKI NAZAR MEIN HOTA THA HUMEY DEKH KE…. BAS VO HI SUKUN HAI!

VO MERA BHAAG KE US KE PAAS JANA… HUMDONO KA EKDUM BRIGHT VALA SMILE KARNA…OR BINA KISI DISCUSSION KE… CHAY OR SUTTA LE K SIDIYO PAR BAETH JANA!

BAS VO HI SUKUN HAI!

BAS EK SAWAL NIKLEY MERE ZABAAN SE… how was your day?!

OR USKI BATO KI KATAAR CHALU….

HUMAREY PAS BATO KI KABHI KAMI NAHI HUI!

YA TO PAST KA DISCUSSION.. YA BACHPAN KI BATEY… YA CAREER KE FUTURE PLANS… YA APNE APNE PEHLE PYAR KE BAREY MEIN KAHANIYA… DOSTO KE KISSEYY…

OR KUCH NA MILE TO ITNE STUPID QUESTIONS KI PUCHHO NAHI…

Earth round hai to neeche vale log girey q nahi

Why is water called PAAA…..NIIIII….

Chand ko mama kyu kehtey hain jabki agar biwi sundar ho to usko ye bhi q nahi kehtey hain ki aj tum apne bacche ke mama jesi lag rahi ho

Etc etc etc

SUTTEY KI AAG KO FILTER TAK PAHUCHATEY PAHUCHATEY HUM PUREY UNIVERSE KA NAKSHA BADAL CHUKE HOTE THE!

VO SUKUN THA!

VO CHOUTHA SUKUN THA! OR SHAYAD AKHIRI BHI!

VO MERA SIRF DOST NAHI… MERE SATH IS UNIVERSE KA BHAGWAN HONEY MEIN… HUM DONO BARABAR KE HISSEDAR THEY!

USKE JANEY KE BAAD BHI CHAY KI LATT LAGI HAI…PAR AB USI CHAYWALEY KI USI PYALI MEIN VO BAAT NAHI!

US SUKUN KE BINA HUM ADHUREY NAHI… HUM KHATAM HAIN!

BAKI KA PATA NAHI… HAR SHAAM KE CHAY, SUTTA OR VO… MERA DEFINITION OF SUKUN THEY!

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE

AAJ DEKHE THE USKI DP HUM

NAYA POSE,NAYA EXPRESSION,NAYE DOST OR EK NAYI MUSKURAHAT

KHUSH TO HUE BAHUT… USKI EK PYARI SI PHOTO DEKH KE

PAR THIK USI LAMHEY MEIN EK KHAYAL BHI AYA…

“AREY! MERI CHIKNI TO MAAL HOGYI HAI!”

OR USKI USI BOLTI HUI TASVEER SE HUM PUCHH PADEY “KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE?!

EK HASI THI TUMHARI YAHA MERI PICTURES MEIN KAED…

VO HASI JO ISSE BHI KAHI ZADA KHUSH THI!

HA VO HI VALI HASI JO HUM TUMHE STUPID JOKES MAAR KE HASAYA KARTE THE!

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE VO HASI?

YA VO JOKES HI EXPIRY DATES KE SATH AYE THE?

CHALO CHHODO DOST!

BAS ITNA BATA DO HUME KI KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE…

JAB VO TUMHARA DIYA MICKEYMOUSE VALA TOY HUM DUNIYA BHAR KI KHUSHI KE SATH KHEL RAHE THE

YA TUM BHOOL GAYE VO HAZARO CANDIDS JO HUM SATH MEIN “FAKE” KARTE THE?

AREY DOST! HUM JANTEY HAIN KAFI BUSY SCHEDULE CHAL RAHA HAI TUMHARA!

HUMKO PATA HAI TUM BHI HUME BAHUT YAAD KARTEY HOGE… PAR EK BAT BATAO…

HUME YAAD KARNE KA TIME MIL JATA HAI TUMHE?!

HAHAHAH! TAUNT KARNA SEEKH GAYE HAIN NA HUM?!

AREY MAGAR SACH KEH RAHE… HUM NA SAMJHENGEY TO SAMJHEGA KON TUMHE

NAYA SHEHER, NAYI JOB, NAYE LOG

OR TUMHARA AKELE HI YE SAB KUCH FACE KARNA!

HUM SAMAJHTEY HAIN KI KITNA SABKUCH EK SATH BADAL GAYA HAI…

PAR FURSAT NIKAL KAR ZARA MERE IS SAWAL KA JAWAB DETE JANA…

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE?

BHOOL GAYE JAB TUM MR.FAREWELL OR HUM MISS FRESHER BANEY THE…

APNE SARE GIFTS HUME ESE PAKDAYE JA RAHE THE TUM JESE HUMPE HAK HO TUMAHARA

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE?

MERE SATH CHUPCHAP BAETH KE “CHIDIYA UD” KHELTEY THE TUM…

OR VO… JAB HUM US BADEY SE PARK ME RACE LAGA RAHEY THE…

CHEATERCOCK!

BUDHAU BABA KE CHARANO MEIN PICTURES! HAHAHAHA!

ACHHA CHALO! YE BATAO!

VO TO YAAD HOGA JAB HUM #LAPAKLAPAK KE CLICKS KAR RAHEY THE OR TUM BATIYANEY MEIN HI BUSY THE HUMSE!

GOGGLE CHOR! MERA GIRLISH SA CHASHMA LAGA KE KHUD KO #HERO SAMAJHTEY THE TUM!

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE… TUMSE RACE HAARNEY KE GUSSE MEIN HUM TUMHE BISLERI SE NEHELA DALEY THEY…

OR ZOR SE BHAGEY TO HUM TAB THE JAB TUM FROOTI KI BOTTLE LE KAR MERE PICHHE DAUDEY!

OYE DOST! KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE JAB VO FAREWELL KE TIME CARTOON FACE JO TUM MERI SHIRT PE BANAYE THE

AREY HUM TO ARAM SE CAKE KI HOLI KHELE, VIDEOS BANWAYE, SABKI SHIRT PE LAME JOKES LIKHE!

PAR TAB HUMEY ZARA BHI IDEA NAHI THA KI YE SABKUCH KHATAM HO RAHA HAI!

ACHHA MERA CHHODO! TUM YE BATAO…

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE?

JAB HUM PEHLI BAR TUMSE GUSSA KE TUMHE “BLOCK” KAR DIYE THE OR TUM SABSE JA KAR KEH RAHE THE KI “YAR KOI USKO MANA DO PLEASE”

VAESE TO HUM CHAHEY TO TUMHARE SAREY TIME PE APNA HAK JATAA SAKTEY HAIN

KYUKI… TUMHARI VO POUT VALI PHOTO NA… AAJ BHI HAI MERE PAS!

HUMKO PATA HAI… TUMHEY DOMINOS COUNTER PE ORDER KARNEY MEIN HESITATION HOTA HAI…

TUMHAREY NAYE FRIENDS JANTEY HAIN KYA YE SABKUCH?!

HUM TO NAHI BHULEY…

TUMHARI MANGOSHAKE KI DEEWANGI!

HUMARA SHAAM VALA CHAY SUTTA!

HIGHWAY PE LONG WALKS!

“DO DHARI #TALWAR YAAR” STATUS!

“FRIEND WHO NEVER JUDGES YOU” TAGS!

SATH BAETH KE LAUNDIYA TADNA!

TUMHARA VO CHHOTI SE CHHOTI DETAILS HUMEY BATANA!

MERE BAAT KARTEY HI TUMHARA MOOD PERFECT HO JANA!

HUM TO KUCH BHI NAHI BHULEY…

KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE?!”

PHIR KHOL USKA CONVERSATION HUM YHI SAWAL TYPE KARNE LAGEY KI…

“KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE”

VO ONLINE BHI THA… PATA NAHI USNE “TYPING…” DEKHA YA NAHI…

PAR SEND KARNE SE PEHLE NA JANEY KYU BACKSPACE PRESS HOGYA HUMSE!

SHAYAD HUMKO JAWAB PATA THA!

HA! VO BHOOL GAYE!

HUM USSE TO BAAT KAR NA PAYE

OR US RAAT TO NEEND BHI UD SI GAYI THI

KHUSH BHI THE HUM KI VO SETTLE HO RAHA HAI…EXCEL KAR RAHA HAI..

OR ULTIMATELY HUM CHAHTEY BHI TO YAHI THE NA…

FIR AB HUME LAGNE LAGA KI HUME SHAYAD USSE PUCHH HI LENA CHAHIYE THA..“KYA TUM BHOOL GAYE?” PAR KYA FAYDA… AGAR USNE BOL BHI DIYA KI USEY SAB YAAD HAI…

HUM JANTEY HAIN… VO SAB BHOOL CHUKA HAI!

Vo desh jo hai soney ki chidiya

Vo desh jaha ki reet mein hi preet hai!

Vo desh jo kisi sapney se kam nahi

Vo desh jaha har vesh,bhusha,rang,bhasha ke eksath jeeney mein hi jeet hai!

Ese bharat ko mae salaam karti hu!

Mae salam karti hu har us swatantrata senani ko jinhone hume hamara bharat lautaya hai!

Mae salam karti hu border par khadey har us jawan ko jo hume sukun or azadi ki zindagi dene ko khud ki zindagi hatho mein liye khadey hain!

Mae salam karti hu har us sapney ko jo bharat ko nayi uchaiyan dene ke liye humari yuva pidi dekh rahi hai!

Mae salam karti hu humari sarkar ko jo humari zindagiya behtar bananey or bharat ko vishwa bhar mein pehchan dilaney me tatpar lagi hai!

Or un sabse zada un sab se agey mae salam karti hu hamarey anndata ko!

Humarey kisan bhaiyo ko jo hamari bhukh mita kar,humey do waqt ka bhojan pradan kar ke humey in sarey sapno or uchaiyo ke kabil banatey hain!

Hamesha se hi chamakta raha hai bharat

Yu to lakho ki akhon mein khatakta raha hai bharat

Par koi ja ke ye bata aye unhe ki jinhe roshni samne se dekhne ki aadat nahi

Unki akho me yu hi chubhta rahega bharat

Kyuki hamesha yu hi chamakta rahega bharat!

It is not always about feeling lonely & unloved.

It is also about being loved the most & still left alone!

-Sukriti Jaiswal

Ocean

I was sent a beautiful picture of an Ocean

And was asked who crosses my mind while seeing this!

“My Superman!” I didn’t even take a moment to reply back.

Yes! I was that clear about my love for him.

Ocean is the most significant material that could remark my papa.

Hides storms within

Is deepest of all depths

Full of efforts without credits

Makes his injury vanish in the lot

Will take you miles with the flow

Thunders when you go wrong

Pulls you up to swim further

Is lost in silence even after all that he has done and faced

Holds you in his lap and kisses your foot with a “well-done-bro” gesture!

Rightly said! Papa! What else could be more like you than the Ocean.